Not knowing what to do with your life gives you the capability of being able to walk down any path and follow any dream, the curse - is not knowing which to chose.
a) Save my money, travel the world, come back and work my ass off again to buy a house or go to Uni…
b) Move states, go to Uni, work a part time job and struggle for cash for the next four years while I study, only to then work in that field saving to either travel or buy a house in 6 or 7 years time.
c) Save some money and move countries to work and study.
d) Buy a van and drive around Australia doing henna tattoos and massages on the beaches along the way, stop and do a snow season in Canberra on the way. Then come back and work to travel the world or study or both, just get me out of Brisbane.
e) Work hard and buy a house and then I am pretty much locked into working full time in probably the same job for fear of being out of work and going bankrupt for the next 3 decades. KILL ME.
I want to travel, I’d like to own a home, I would like a new job, I would LOVE to get out of Brisbane, I’d like to study something that I am interested in.
I just really don’t know.
Isn’t it strange how people express themselves in different ways. We’re all just here, on Earth, living and keeping to ourselves for the most part. No one will ever know all of us, we don’t even understand all of us to be able to share it all. Some people find words the easiest way of expression, some music, some art… Some people just aren’t sure so they bottle it up and they might go for a run or have a drink. And sometimes there is just no way to express something, like nothing is good enough for that emotion. Whether it be joy or anger, or most commonly love. Love. Over used and under appreciated. How can you tell someone you love them when they have heard it so many times before. How can love be special. How can you express love. So many ways to express love. Affection, gifts, speech, literature, music, acts of kindness. Still I feel as though none of these are enough. If I could gather all the stars I would, if I could bring the warmth of the sun closer when the coolness of the night air brushes your cheek, I would. Expression. Unique to each yet still impossible at times.